My cousin, I think he is about 23 years old, not so sure as I do not keep much in touch with relatives, is some sort of player as far as I hear. Seems he has some effect with the ladies and he knows his way around. What amazes me is not the fact that he is one, but that it is known.Everyone goes through such stages, some don't and are immune, but for the ones who have and are from my generation, males or females, I am sure we see things differently. I see myself as a conservative or an outsider compared to the rest in the family, or even society in and outside Kuwait, which have extremes as is common these days. I do not fit any of the norms, yet I do adhere to principles that have been embedded in me since my childhood, which clash sometimes with the current way of life, or what I call the "me" generation.

Maybe because I keep things secret and do not confide about things in my life to many, I seem like a mystery, leading to developing theories and ideas about who I really am and what I really believe in.

Back to my cousin, despite his escapades, seems he wants to settle down according to what I hear, however, the question in my mind, is he doing it for the right reasons? I doubt it. Then again, I might be one of the few males who thinks and analyzes rather than feel and sense, or I sense and feel with my brain if that makes any better sense.

The butter (i.e elzebda) of this post is I am getting old, maybe too quick for my own liking